|*3rd July' 07*|

Well, you know... you wouldn't have difficulty telling me that if you didn't know. You knew what might happen, maybe you just wasn't aware about it.

Twice in 2 months. Is that fate or just misfortunate.

I'm not being negative about it, I just somehow feel that my that life hasnt been really fair till this point, or rather in this few years. I should be alright.. u noe since the more negative impact one has happened so this one shouldn't be that bad. But like I've said, I have my own barriers to overcome.

But seriously, WHY before a major performance. Sighh... How many times must this happen. How many times must I go through these. I'm beginning to have fear which I think is negative.
God knows why.

It once again proves that All Men Are the Same.

Singlehood is still best but that's only when those things are Out of the Picture.

This is so complicated.

Trust me, I'm alright. I will be. You shouldn't worry. Just worry about me being able to overcome my internal barriers because I wouldn't want the same fate as the other. I have my lesson learnt so have you. Myabe more sensitive next time.

I appreciate it.